Journal Entry 9

I just don’t feel well today. I haven’t for at least a couple of weeks now. Waves of tiredness, restlessness, and lightheaded. Maybe it is the change of the weather of I am fighting off some illness. Anyway, it is affecting my outlook everyday including my creativity. Brings me down for sure.

As much as I feel connected to my creativity, I often feel lost. No direction. No belief in something.

Why do I feel like I chase something I never catch? Why do I feel like I have to create something all the time? It’s exhausting.

I hope this weekend results in enjoying the experience of shooting some food photos. Even though I don’t feel well, I am still excited to get moving forward with it. Who knows where it will go. Maybe now where but I need to enjoy the process.